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Name: ashy-poo...haha devon
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Jacksonville
Gender: Female
Interests: music music music...i like the girls and the guys? haha---enka high you know how that goes...umm what else photography,film school, theatre, writing, playing the drums, surfing *of course, I'm from Florida* can't beat the black-n-white, and i'm probably bored so im me idc who you are...not currently dating anyone haha, I'm a loser...
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AIM:  anarchyNOma1arky
Member Since:
7/20/2005
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| Outside the door I am aware of the darkness and the wind as a deliverance. I breathe as deep as I can, and feel the breeze in my face, warm and soft as never before. Thoughts of girls, of flowery meadows, of white clouds suddenly come into my head. My feet begin to move foward in my boots, I go quicker, I run. People pass by me, I hear their voices without understanding. The earth is streaming with forces which pour into me through the soles of my feet. The night crackles electrically, the front thunders like a concert of drums. My limbs move supplely, I feel my joints strong, I breathe the air deeply. The night lives, I live. I feel a hunger, greater than comes from the stomach alone.
//gosh I want something or someone, I'm so lost and alone...ahhh | | |
| "Ah, the femininity rages..."
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| I'm partly freaked out. I seem to like someone I really don't even know. At all...Why? I forbid anyone to say just the right things to me anymore. lol Is this shallow? humm...Like I said I REALLY don't know this person. I feel creepy. lol What should I do? I don't want to make a fool of myself because I know they would never feel the same. Or is that a reason to say it? Because I feel it would be bad so it wouldn't hurt as much. You're most likely reading this too. Sorry...This will be a hint, you would never even expect it because that's how much I don't know you. You'll read this and pass it up, never knowing. When's my sunshine coming? Yes, I'm obsessed with Hello, Sunshine. lol I injured my finger again and almost rebroke my ankle. I was lucky. I bought a bunch of stuff today...Memory, Narnia game and soundtrack (also obsessed with Narnia), straylight run cd, headphones. Going back to NC tomorrow. Oh and did I mention VT won. yay! lol Well I need to drift off but gosh this song is beautiful. I'm so upset I hope you figure it out. Oh I got it! The person who goes I wonder who she likes...It's you! The person who goes there is no possible way. lol Seriously, read this and think...
<3 over and out
EDIT// Ok I thought about this, it's an infatuation and I'd really like to get to know you. | | |
| Off to listen to my Norah Jones....
Well as of right now this has been the worst new year's EVER! I'm so scared right now...explanation later today -over and out
EDIT// Still don't feel like explaining. Today was pretty cool so far, I met someone I kinda like humm...Don't want to get caught up in what happened last time. Why am I worrying, nothing's gonna happen. Ok well I'm lonely...Still don't know how I'm getting home, rawr my parents are fighting and last night was hell. | | |
| The loneliness rages...
Ok, so I came up with this idea for a new script. It came from my Mom telling me the history of our house. It's the 1920's and Mark Powell and his young wife, Katie Powell, build a house(my house) right next to their current estate. They end up living there over the years and do "business" with gangsters in town. She had actually been his get away at one point in time shooting at cops while he stole some money from the local banks. But anyway eventually Katie saw herself as not getting enough of the "business" profits, I guess and wanted a divorce. Mark wasn't too happy about this and ended up killing both her and her mother (who was living with them) with a hammer. He gutted both of them and threw them into a lake later to be found by a kid and his father while fishing. He was tried and found guilty sentencing him to the death penalty by electrocution. Some of the stories were pretty wicked and I know this has so much potential. These characters could be pulled into place with awesome personalities nearing insanity. Well I'm going to start working out some details at some point.
Anyway...
New Years Eve, fucking great. For once I don't have any plans. I'm just not used to being single around this time for some odd reason...lol VT game Monday! Beat Louisville in the fucking face guys. Sorry if anyone is a Louisville fan lol. Well I'm going to go since I'm being dragged away.
-over and out
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Ok plans: Jacksonville Landing bitch...finally talked to Katy and Tori so now I've got a connection lol We're all going to Hooters, Update when I get back in the morning... Night everyone. | | |
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